But today, today was different. Today, I became aware of my Craft Confidence. I am a terribly, almost foolishly, confident crafter. I would prefer to refer to myself as an "artist" but that's when that self-critical monster rears her ugly head.
"How, Jen, did this amazing moment come to you?" you ask. Well thanks for asking.
Here's how it all went down. I was invited to a baby shower. I was told that the mother to be really only wanted diapers because she has everything she needs. Diapers? Really. So boring. I could construct a diaper cake, I could monogram diapers but I certainly can't give "just diapers." Well, the hostess of said party knows I love to bust out the glue gun and fabric and glitter whenever possible. She also secretly knew of my craft confidence and didn't tell me (perhaps she is my muse?)
So hostess says, "You should totally make something for her." :snicker, snicker, snicker:
It kicked in. That warm, fuzzy, "you know you are RIGHT, I SHOULD make something for her" feeling. And it started, my brain thinking "if I visualize it, it will come."
A MOBILE, that's it. That can't be that hard. I will construct a one of a kind mobile for this mother to be. It will knock her socks off and she will be so glad that I didn't bring silly ol' diapers.
Fast forward to the day of the shower. The mobile sat in my studio, totally not working. Mobiles are really hard to make and I was sure I could get one done in a day. Counterbalance, physics blah, blah, blah.
So I went to the shower empty handed. This confident crafter ain't givin' in. No way, no how. I would give her NOTHING before I showed up there with an 84 pack of Pampers Swaddlers.
So today is a new day. I know I'm a confident crafter, cuz I did it. I made the mobile and I can't wait to hand it over to her. And yell, "IN YOUR FACE! I KNEW I COULD DO IT."
Wait, I will not say that to her.....